Amanda Righetti

Monday, January 26, 2004

Choose life part 2


On Saturday, I was at Yeeyong's new place for his open house. He just moved in with his wife last October. Yesterday, I spent it all at Weiyuan's new place in Bukit Batok. Mr and Mrs. Seng are still in the process of moving into their new place.

Then I saw both couple's marriage photos. It's amazing that how someone you know from your juvenile delinquent past has moved on. All the stupid pranks and stunts we used to pull seemed so long ago. Actually, they are. An estimated 9 years ago.

Anyway, I've been thinking about how I should lead my life for the past weeks. Should I choose the 2.5 kids, get-a-car-and-pay-for-it-til-your-ass-bleeds, get-a-condomium-with-whatever-CPF-you-have lifestyle that is the mainstay of like more than 90% of Singaporeans? Move onto the straight and narrow and fer fuck's sake, really try to put in more effort into developing a working career? Be financially stable but utterly shit deep in debt (housing loans, car loans, etc). And be totally emotionally numb and be always dissatisfied with what you have. All just because you have to keep up with the Joneses?

I'm still considering man... Most likely is better than being a bum.

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